urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld if you had 5 seconds to spare id tell you the story of my life.... shallow fashionista 2005-09-26T10:43:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:29719 2005-09-26T10:43:17Z 2005-09-26T10:43:17Z i love seattle.it loves me.<br /><br /><br /><br />visit.okay? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:29669 2005-05-03T16:01:38Z 2005-05-03T16:01:38Z so this is the thing....<br /><br />i.miss.you.all<br />i.love.my.new.place<br />call.me...................thats the only way to get ahold of me.<br /><br /><br />frances..you are my savior.&lt;3francine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:29323 2005-02-15T19:46:36Z 2005-02-15T19:46:36Z MOVE-ing DAY.....yes!!!!<br /><br />i miss jaymee and j.mae and hess....i love you all. sorry for being a workaholic and missing in action at the same time..BOO on me.<br /><br /><br /><br />i need pizza.<br /><br /> <br />oh yeah for those of you [brian] who feel need to write things about me that may affect me DONT do it anymore....thanks.<br /><br /><br />ps i.love.my.chester............slumber party every night ok? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:29022 2004-12-22T21:49:28Z 2004-12-22T21:49:28Z last night at the O was possibly one of those nights that will stick out in my mind....i had too much fun to write it all down.<br /><br />working at oilve garden is too much fun and im seriously surprised at the fact that i like it so much.<br /><br /><br />making NEW friends is awesome and having old friends to see and want to hangout with me alone is awesome.(i.e. victor)...jaymee you know why i wrote that.<br /><br />anyways the gift exchange was awesome and i seriously love my best friends so much.im lucky to have them all.<br /><br /><br />as for the boy situation.its funny.<br /><br /><br />ps mexican fiesta this saturday at my house.i know youre excited jaymee and jess! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:28922 2004-12-08T19:36:46Z 2004-12-08T19:36:46Z royal rumble = brooke having a black eye....H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and for chrismas this year ill make it easy for you just get me HELLO KITTY OR DIAMNONDS.ok? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:28199 2004-12-02T19:02:03Z 2004-12-02T19:02:03Z so apparently walking away from the group means im mad....oh wait.not really.so far im a little annoyed at things.......but hey who said life was perfect.<br /><br />friday i have a "date" but we will just call it hanging out.it was nice that he asked me cause i think that i do have a crush on him. but considering certain circumstances we will see how things go.[jaymee p you know what i mean]<br /><br />being around nicki coe as of recently has seriously made me so freaking happy. i love her and hanging out with her makes it ten times better.shes awesome.<br /><br />jaymee.......i have a headache.make it go away mama!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ps making out with jesse was funny last night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:28146 2004-11-19T20:05:48Z 2004-11-19T20:05:48Z as of recently im a little bummed on the actions of certain friends......<br /><br />the best friend...juggling boys and not thinking about what shes doing to herslef and her reputation while in the midst of it all she drags me into "hanging out" cause she doesnt want it to be a "date". i dont wanna be the 3rd wheel...i dont wanna watch her makeout/cuddle with boys.....i just want it to be okay to hangout with the girls..but its beyond that.she needs to stop saying shes gonna better herself and just freaking do it already.<br /><br />the bff forever.....the other night we are all sitting at the legion and somehow the weekend comes up....telling everyone youre going to "visi-goth(sp?)" inviting everyone in the conversation BUT ME..not kosher.i know i should be mad and im not BUT i still like to be invited when everyone else is....and as for her boy situation....dont let the man(who was only supposed to be a friend) get you down!<br /><br />the good friend.....isnt it usually when your friend likes someone that dating and/or pursuing that someone off limits? this need not apply in this situation....i hate being told "were just friend".."nothings going on"...then basically lied to. wow people genuinely suck.<br /><br />why the fuck do we let men rule our lives.....someone has to be in a bad mood when the boy is either A) not present,which in that case you go home early B) is talking to another girl/ignoring you,which is when you sulk all night or get so drunk you forget about your bad mood. one word:pathetic.<br /><br /><br /><br />we need to get over all this and just have fun..i mean we're young and resiliant arent we? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:27733 2004-11-16T21:06:41Z 2004-11-16T21:06:41Z i love my friends.and i dont think i could be anymore happy.<br /><br /><br />[poo] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:27239 2004-10-13T00:37:38Z 2004-10-13T00:37:38Z 1.i love jaymee and jodi to the fullest<br />2.i lost my BFF..smah. guess im not cool enough.<br />3.wasnt invited to go north.it makes me feel like that was on purpose.<br />4.nothing good ever comes out of kissing a boy.a certain boy.<br />5.i miss my sister.<br />6.having bronchitis is no good.<br />7.yesterday levi swept my floor.with his body.[i'm sick]<br />8.6 beers.6 shots of jameson.2 mixed drinks.1 adios motherfucker.1 beer and 1 more shot of jameson.ryan had FUN!<br />9.we spilled our drinks.on jodis shirt and my pants.DONTASK!!!!<br />10.im happy.i guess.<br /><br /><br />i want a hug.please. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:26917 2004-09-29T04:30:58Z 2004-09-29T04:30:58Z .YEAH IM GOOD. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:26519 2004-09-05T00:20:59Z 2004-09-05T00:20:59Z thank yous are in mind: jessica[you rubbed my back and it made me happy].alexis[if it wasnt for you i may not have laughed at myself this morning] and smash[you put me in bed and laid there til i stopped crying].<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh yeah and to the toilet for hugging me back.<br /><br /><br />tonight.SB<br />tomorrow.last M23 and wells party<br />monday.[sleep] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:26334 2004-09-02T19:39:07Z 2004-09-02T19:39:07Z thinga are good with stephanie again and in all honesty its amazing. i dont think i could live without her.i mean she is apart of me.<br /><br />FAaammmMEE!!!!!!!!!! [i wanna live forever!]...how about that for a shoutout.<br /><br /><br />im so proud of my jessica dawn seely.i love her.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />question:why is it so far away?<br /><br /><br />i guess vegas in a month?ehh.i need money for that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:25946 2004-08-31T08:07:48Z 2004-08-31T08:07:48Z unfortunately i miss alot of people.[and i cant do shit about it]<br /><br /><br />east coast soon.very soon.adam and arriane.<br /><br /><br />culinary arts school in canada next year.see. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:25795 2004-08-27T06:07:25Z 2004-08-27T06:07:25Z [i just asked myself why im writing in this soo much] i think in all honesty i have no one i can really talk to.<br /><br /><br />litha is currently hating me.i can tell.<br /><br /><br />on the other hand i miss someone i shouldnt.STOP BEING A GIRL!!!!<br />lalalala lala.ashlee simpson rocks my world<br /><br /><br />///oh yeah and nicole sorry im an asshole and opened my big ass mouth...there i go being retarded!//////////<br /><br /><br />mae.is awesome.kinda like you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:25378 2004-08-26T00:11:24Z 2004-08-26T00:11:24Z slumber parties rule.free bagels rule.free YAMBA! rules.hunter and co. rule. k@ sleeping on my couch rules.being cranky rules.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and further more..not having ONE rules!<br /><br />im happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:25115 2004-08-22T05:21:14Z 2004-08-22T05:21:14Z HAPPY birthday J.mae!!!!!<br /><br /><br />last night was basically in a a synopsis.....dinner with a lot of awkward silences...jodi turning 21.me running after her at 2 in the morning in a parking lot and having to trick her into coming home with us.stealing spaghetti at CIRCLE K..yea ghetto for sure. making pasta at 3 in the morning......fedding and housing 10 boys. THEY LOVE ME!<br /><br />zach is funny.fidge is adorable.and donny just plain rules.<br /><br /><br />today.....jodi loves sushi and so does hot carl.especially fresh water eel.&lt;3.nappy time at jodis..what can i say it was divinity!<br /><br /><br />as for now dancing and more fun.[getting in free for the colour rules]<br /><br /><br />ps but was it me or was it a fucking sauna last night when i was trying to sleep?<br /><br />//////also something brought to my attention...jaymee p. is sad and i dont like it!///////// urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:25087 2004-08-17T00:43:01Z 2004-08-17T00:43:01Z i had fun.<br /><br /><br />thursday we are hanging out...and maybe vegas friday.<br /><br />[&lt;3] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:24784 2004-08-11T22:30:06Z 2004-08-11T22:30:06Z im going to sink with cali and all these fools are rollin. i dont really care about going but smash is making me.oh well.<br /><br /><br />cant wait to hangout with wynn.ive missed him.lots.<br /><br /><br />last few weeks have ruled and i cant believe that im genuinely happy for once.<br /><br /><br />[isnt it funny how you have friends and they become friends with your other friends and then your other friends are no longer your friend? i hate that. and i hate the people that do that.....] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:24450 2004-08-08T01:57:42Z 2004-08-08T01:57:42Z BUT alex if you are reading this.....i miss the shit out of you and our talks..i listen to the cd you made me at least 3 times a week and i kinda think you need to be in my life more! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:24175 2004-07-18T20:08:42Z 2004-07-18T20:08:42Z everythings good.<br />i was mad at lisa.<br />honesty is key.<br />i hate being the last to know.<br />cleared things up with brian.<br />im happy.i think.<br /><br /><br /><br />but remind me not to trust anyone ever again.issues. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:23926 2004-07-02T11:13:24Z 2004-07-02T11:13:24Z UNTIL......<br /><br />you fucking wrote that! <br /><br /><br /><br />ps i hate you!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />jealousy shows its ugly face. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:23701 2004-06-27T03:25:43Z 2004-06-27T03:25:43Z i hate it when people are stupid.&lt;3<br /><br /><br /><br />theyre gone.its sucks. and the one person i thought id miss the most i currently am hurt by.<br /><br /><br />bang.im lame.<br /><br /><br />///////hes coming at the end of july.im stoked.//////// urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:22500 2003-09-01T20:47:09Z 2003-09-01T20:47:09Z im over it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:22021 2003-08-29T22:29:15Z 2003-08-29T22:29:15Z WOW. you really got me there!<br /><br /><br /><br />its really become a joke.and you make me laugh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihateyourworld:21856 2003-08-12T08:35:31Z 2003-08-12T08:35:31Z crying.<br />smiling.<br />not sleeping.<br />fucking up at life.<br />laughing.<br />resolving nothing.<br /><br /><br /><br />matt.make me toast and give me wiggaz.com<br /><br /><br />i miss them all already.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />xsmokexweedx crew<br /><br />heartcarlyheart<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i wanna say sorry one last time.i suck.